Listening to her cry and argue breaks my heart. When she talks about she doesn't have the money. My nan disowns us doesn't care as much as she use to.
Listening to the loud dripping of blood dripping on the laminate floor and the swimming of the rope hanging from the ceiling. he cant be gone as well....he cant of left me to fall to pieces by myself.
Listening to my depression take over and telling me what i should be doing but i know damn right i cant for so many reasons. If i could hold that sh…
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Added by Charlotte DarkHeart Robinson on October 7, 2009 at 7:53pm —
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Lifelessness takes over almost everyday, i'm reversing back into my old ways. I dont want to tell them anything. They cant help me, I cant help me. I am stuck in this maze...this coma somewhere, i dont expect peoples to understand or even try. It makes it worse. The blood will pour and tears may fall. You and they will never get anything out of me...not a word
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Added by Charlotte DarkHeart Robinson on September 24, 2009 at 8:00pm —
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I need him to kiss my wounds better
To chase the bad things away
I need him to hold me
So i can hold him closely and tightly in return
I need to hear his heartbeat Beat next to mine
So i know hes mine
I need to hear his laughter
To make me happy
I need to see that precious smile
'Cause It makes me smile too
All i need is him close and right beside me for eternity
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Added by Charlotte DarkHeart Robinson on September 8, 2009 at 7:40pm —
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I'll never get better....i'll never heal....dont take me....abandon me....i wont heal....its not safe....I wont forgive my self....Dont try to stop me.....I wont be fixed....i'll be like this forever....and forever i shall be.... Life sucks....i can see theres no hope for me So i will leave....leave forever....that when i can heal....heal propely....To be held by the angel....The angel of my life, heart and soul..... The angel that i've loved so dearly for so long without eye contact....My dark…
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Added by Charlotte DarkHeart Robinson on August 22, 2009 at 3:30pm —
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Do you know what it feels like to be hated?
You’re loved but not liked.
Do you know how it feel not to be wanted?
Do you know what it feels like to be alone to be sucked into the darkness?
To have more boys as friends then girls?
I’m different I know that so do they
But what they don’t know is the miss darkness
Inside the one that could kill the one outside forever.
The one that makes me do things that I shouldn’t do.
I am fading away.
I don’t know how longI’ve got
But I know it’s not long.
Do y…
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Added by Charlotte DarkHeart Robinson on August 20, 2009 at 12:34pm —
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This girl loves this guy to bits he loves her to death.
His friend thats a girl loves him but is happy to not love him for The girl.
The girl has 3 friends thats a boy that loves her.
She only loves the boy that loves her too death and only.
Why cant they get that?
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Added by Charlotte DarkHeart Robinson on August 20, 2009 at 11:31am —
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Hang on babes i will help you
But You dont
Hang on babes I'm nearly there
But your not
Hang on babes I promise i will catch you
But you dont
Hang on babes......
YOUR NO WHERE NEAR ME
Your chicken, you dont care, why do i bother?
(because i love you.....in so many ways that i love all and the whole of you.Always have always will
If i let u go i'm scared u wont come back, typical me typical u
But i will let you go......i trust u)
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Added by Charlotte DarkHeart Robinson on August 19, 2009 at 8:02pm —
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Is it wrong to say...I forgot who you are?
How u ate?
how u slept?
How your nose use to wrinkle when my hair accidentally fell on your face
How your frozen lips touched mine.
How you'd tuck a piece of hair behind my ear.
How you wrap your arms around my waist and whisper softly 'i love you'.
How i cried my eyes out and you'd let me sit on your lap and lean my head on your shoulder.
How u would tuck me into sleep at night and watch me carefully as u hold me.
Now i realize forgetting all this is w…
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Added by Charlotte DarkHeart Robinson on August 19, 2009 at 7:12pm —
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You dont know how much u mean too me
Dont leave me
My tears fall for you
So does my blood
I'll always miss you coz i love you
Remember when we first met?
I do
That was special
I will always have that
and our special place
I will always go there for you
Just for you
For u i'd do anything
Coz u were always there
To hug me
When i was sad and worried
Now i'm here alone
No one
Dont forget me and the memories we had
Please dont
I love you forever and ever
(this poem if for my friend Mark who we will…
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Added by Charlotte DarkHeart Robinson on August 19, 2009 at 3:00pm —
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The darkness can not heal my pain.
The blade we stain make it worse.
Your sweet words wont change my mind.
My minds set and thats that
I crawl into the jet black corner where u cannot not see nor hear me
If u choose to follow me
The shadows wont let you
I leave my love behind for you
Including my heart
Keep it safe
Dont give up like i did
If they tell you i will come back one day
There wrong
I'm gone, Forever never to return
Was inspired by this poem:
http://www.fairiesvampires.com/profiles/blo…
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Added by Charlotte DarkHeart Robinson on August 18, 2009 at 8:30pm —
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Pull my string,
Twist my key
I am your wind up doll
Unbreakable?
Breakable?
I am your wind up doll
Once your favorite
Now your least
Collecting dust on the shelf
I am your wind up doll
Broken heart,
A snapped key,
Tangled hair
I am your wind up doll
Feeling,
No feelings,
You don't care about me nor my feelings
Because i'm just a wind up doll
Sat on your self
For 10 years,
Now being sold
No longer you wind up doll
My heart no longer
broken But fixed because
of the toy maker that
Brought me…
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Added by Charlotte DarkHeart Robinson on August 17, 2009 at 9:15pm —
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No one knows, no one cares,
when your alone
And you can’t help but review your Bad memories
That makes you hate yourself
You get so addicted to this that you don’t care about
Yourself any more, your friends come 1st,
Then family comes 2nd, enemies come
3rd and you come last
This is what alone feels like this will
Stain your life forEternity
Hating your self wish
Something would happen
It hurts to laugh because you haven’t
Laughed before
Or no one has made you laugh in your
Entire life so you kee…
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Added by Charlotte DarkHeart Robinson on August 17, 2009 at 9:00pm —
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Love is like a flower
There both very delicate
Can be crushed
Can be blown away
Can be refused
Can be taken
Can be left to die
Can be nourished and looked after
Love can be kind and look after you but only in the right hands
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Added by Charlotte DarkHeart Robinson on August 16, 2009 at 8:30pm —
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You're worth so much
It'll never be enough
To see what you have to give
How beautiful you are
Yet seem so far from everything
You're wanting to be
You're wanting to be
Tears falling down again
Tears falling down
You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection
You mean so much
That heaven would touch
The face of humankind for you
How special you are
Revel in you…
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Added by Charlotte DarkHeart Robinson on August 15, 2009 at 4:56pm —
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You come to me with scars on your wrist
You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this
I just came to say goodbye
I didn't want you to see me cry, I'm fine
But I know it's a lie
This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be
Your parents say everything is your fault
But they don't know you like I know you
Th…
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Added by Charlotte DarkHeart Robinson on August 15, 2009 at 4:31pm —
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√\v^√\v^√\√\v^√\v--_ __________ Im Dying...keep me alive with your love
√\v^√\v^√\√\v^√\v--_ __________ I will follow You Into the dark
√\v^√\v^√\√\v^√\v--_ __________ My heart stopped for you
√\v^√\v^√\√\v^√\v--_ __________ Even in death our love goes on
√\v^√\v^√\√\v^√\v--_ __________ You broke my heart
√\v^√\v^√\√\v^√\v--_ __________ I've given up on everything
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Added by Charlotte DarkHeart Robinson on August 15, 2009 at 12:22pm —
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hate feeling like this
I'm so tired of trying to fight this
I'm asleep and all I dream of
Is waking to you
Tell me that you will listen
Your touch is what I'm missing
And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losing you
Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna breathe
'les I feel you next to me
you take the pain I feel
waking up to you never felt so real
I don't wanna sleep
I don't wanna dream
'cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me…
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Added by Charlotte DarkHeart Robinson on August 13, 2009 at 12:30pm —
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Something different its hanging on
Everything's change i wish i could replace it
Changing is a good to bad thing
I'm changing i don't care
If u care FUCK YOU
Deal with it like everyone else
'Cause one by one we all change or somethings change
DEAL WITH IT!!!!
-By Charlotte B
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Added by Charlotte DarkHeart Robinson on August 10, 2009 at 12:05pm —
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To Tammy
I'LL PRAY FOR U AND UR SAFETY
I'LL PRAY I'LL SEE U AGAIN
I'LL PRAY U'LL LOVE ME THE SAME
I'LL PRAY I WON'T FORGET U
I'LL PRAY THAT U'LL MISS ME TOO
~Luv u always and always and forever no matter what~
-By Charlotte B
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Added by Charlotte DarkHeart Robinson on August 10, 2009 at 12:04pm —
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My Love For You Would Stain The Knife I Slit My Wrists With
My Love For You Would Mean Roses Everyday Black, White or Red
My Love For You Means Every Time I'm With You I Can't Breath And My Heart Skips A Beat
My Love For You Can Be As Sour As A Lemon Or As Sweet As Chocolate
My Love For You Is Too Die For You
My Love For You Is To Follow You Into The Darkness
My Love For You Is I'll Do What Ever You Want Whenever You Want When You Tell Me
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Added by Charlotte DarkHeart Robinson on August 10, 2009 at 12:03pm —
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