It's so crazy
How I've been so lazy
That I couldn't see
The solution right in front of me
My cure
Love so pure
I've been broken
I'd given up hopin'
That I could be saved
By the one I so craved
I'm not yet okay
But I'm better
Ever since I met her
If she left I'd be broken for good
I love her more than I ever thought I would
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Added by Xx.James Jordison.xX on July 4, 2009 at 11:55pm —
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I can hardly speak
Let alone shreek
You could call me meak
Call me a freak
My mind's sprung a leak
Go ahead take a peak
Try and find what I seek
My god I feel so weak
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Added by Xx.James Jordison.xX on July 4, 2009 at 11:48pm —
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What if I died?
What would you do?
Confess times you lied
or cry like you do
What if it was suicide
What would you do?
Keep asking why
or kill yourself too?
What if this was my death note
What would you do?
SIt with no hope
or ask what to do
Maybe this is my death note
so what will you do?
Try and save me
Or find someone new?
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Added by Xx.James Jordison.xX on July 4, 2009 at 11:42pm —
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Do you know why you are my life
Because when I put everything is perspective you're always on top
Because all I ever think about is you
Because when I'm not having night mares all I dream is you
Because the only thing I don't like about you is.......huh I can't think of one thing
Because if anything happened to you I'd go insane
Because when I go to sleep your the one thing on my mind
Because when I think about you, well I can't stop
Because well I could probably go on all day
But my point is th…
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Added by Xx.James Jordison.xX on June 29, 2009 at 4:44am —
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I love her
What else can I say
I mean she's the one I've been looking for all along
Nothing could hurt us our love is too strong
Nothing could make me leave her I'm definetally gonna stay
I can't decribe how much I love her
I guess thats a good thing
I can't wait to see what the future will bring
I love her so much even though we can't even touch
but nothing matters as long as I love her and she loves me
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Added by Xx.James Jordison.xX on June 24, 2009 at 11:40pm —
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I'll give you forever in our lifetime
I'll give you all that I've got
There may be a distance
But your love I've never forgot
I'll give you all the love in my heart
And for you I'll forget all my pain
You've fill my heart with love
All I hope is this doesn't end in vain
I'll love you forever
And nobody can change that
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Added by Xx.James Jordison.xX on June 19, 2009 at 1:00am —
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I await your comments everyday
I await your love in everyway
I may be an angel
But I hope you'll except a broken angel
I will catch you when you fall
I will carry you when you hurt your legs
I'll be your arms when you hurt them too
I'll be your mind if you ever lose it
I'll give you my wings so you can fly to me
I'll give you my love when you have nothing else
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Added by Xx.James Jordison.xX on June 11, 2009 at 2:53am —
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Hey guys I'm back
I can't seem to crack
I guess I'm back on top
I cant break
Theres more i can take
Im not so weak
Ive reached my peak
I cant speak
I cant sleep
My emotions piled in a heap
I have reached new love
Possibly sent from above
I ll soon find out
IM out
This is all I can spout
For now
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Added by Xx.James Jordison.xX on June 8, 2009 at 4:00am —
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I'm slowly recovering
and constantly discovering
that my soul has grown darker
and I keep getting stronger
I've frankly gone insane
its the effect of this pain
You could say I'm a freak
but I know inside you're weak
Now I'm back out there
I look like your worst nightmare
and really I don't care
If you think my girl's crazy
It shows me your too lazy
to look inside and get to know her
You freaks disgust me
I'm done
My awakening's begun
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Added by Xx.James Jordison.xX on April 27, 2009 at 10:05pm —
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Guess who's back
and I'm about to crack
I've really had it up to here
and no the end is not near
oh yeah they're gonna regret it
the hell they've unleashed oh they'll never forget it
I still feel the pain inside
It's the first time I've cried
in such a long long time
I've never known why
I've never had to lie
about who I am just to fit in
and you know they're pretendin'
from how they talk how they stand
lying about bein' in a band
I just want it to end
I don't need another friend
I will survive…
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Added by Xx.James Jordison.xX on April 8, 2009 at 11:30pm —
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What drives me insane
Is the pain
That seems like the bane
Of all things pure
Like many others i need a cure
For what seems deadly
I will accept this cure readily
And let it rain upon me heavily
And release the feelings held inside
The people that are my refuge hold there arms open wide
To release the pain i hold
That is almost two years old
I need people to hold
So i can releave the pain
That drives me absloutely insane
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Added by Xx.James Jordison.xX on March 25, 2009 at 8:30pm —
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What the fuck is wrong with me?
i guess the apple dont fall far from the tree.
i hate myself more every day,
cuz i hurt the people i love the most in every single way,
who can help me with my problem?
before i reach the dark abismal rock bottom,
i really need some help right now
i cant go on like this no way no how
who helps me i do not care
for i truly cannot bear
the pain i cause for the people for whom i care.
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Added by Xx.James Jordison.xX on March 16, 2009 at 12:30am —
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