Charlotte's Blog (10)

Turned upon myself, Life twisting around, Laid to be forever, Upturned from the ground. Sing to my lips, Drink to my sigh, Let me ponder my life, Looking down to the sky. Forgive me i hope, Forgotten you i've not, But life has moved on, World planned to rot. We both knew of duty, Declarations to our covern and kin, Dress me up in Gold and Black, The aim not forgot for we would win. Yes you are mine, Yes i am yours, But you'd left me behind, And closed off the doors. Hate me not when you ret… Continue

Simply me in a scented cave, Destitution of my soul i see, Forget the person you long to be, When the colours of your mind distort, I could count the stars and sing the days, But life is too dull for bore. Sing to me my unknown lips, So to my soul restore, Carry me home from my sheltered grave, Warm me again my skin now grey, Call to me to remind my name, The sound of anothers voice untwisted. Head the warnings of lives in old, Can't regret a life in worth, Speak not of the heaven on earth, It… Continue

Carry me through the dark days my love, Carry me around the world and above; Wait for my call with attentive ears, Wait not for me to cry but prevent my tears; Pull yourself ahead of me so i can't fear, Pull so i can lean on you my friend dear; Light my way under both moon and sun, Light my journey with you i begun; Hold me tight and kiss my cheek, Hold me beside you when i am weak; Fill my hours without feeling my pain, Fill my soul so i'm whole again; Carry me forward and hold me back, Carry m… Continue

I cannot cry, Just live and die. I lie awake, Watch my life at stake. And i wonder when, I'll feel again. If i were to ask, Does breathing become a task? Would you look at me, And wonder how my life could be? Or do you feel glad, For i can't feel sad? I ask you this... Is not feeling bliss? For i cannot say, Since i can't feel today. I tell you goodbye, Unsure if i could truely cry. Continue

I see the rivers of blood run down the hills like tears, And yet for all these pains and sufferings i can feel no fear. An ashen sky reflects why I, Cannot feel and cannot cry. Hide me away lest i scare others emotions away, Keep me locked up so they can stay free for another day. Hollow mind for empty eyes, Make no change to sounding cries. Continue

Have you ever asked yourself a simple question, Without expecting the answer to be known? Have you ever thought that maybe, Our's lives and deaths aren't known? What truely do we go through each and everyday, That our mind processes and keeps locked unknown? What makes us what, why, when and who, That somene could love us and not us know? How can we deal with the problems at hand, When the errs of people and creature have results unknown? Can we learn from fate and past, Or does the future looki… Continue

Hold me still my guardian and friend, Tie me still when i reach my end. Attach to me this Oak, strong of age, Use this rope, the thickness entwined against my rage. Help me stave off my uncordinated hunger, Protect those from my follies in youngster. Repress me until i am broke, Hunt for me and don't provoke. Give me what i need, no more no less, Teach me to learn what i need to progress. I thank you for helping me, whether humiliated or not, Your kindness to me i have not forgot. Yes i'm a fled… Continue

Enter the tunnel of grey, black and red, See the person asleep on the bed. Watch the ice surround that skin, The shallow breaths show life won't win. Hot or cold, alive or dead, Thoughts are confused inside her head. The dog cannot wake her and get her to play, Nor the sun shine bright enough to bring a new day. The pain wasn't brief, it was harsh and cruel, Life would not win with death in a duel. Don't cry noisily, for she wishes to listen, Hear the words from her graves bed chrisen. Arise her… Continue

Do not make me repeat myself, for it only gives me pain, My blood flows from my fingers whilst i stand out in the rain. I sit around and ponder the wonders of our lives, Watching tears from mothers, daughters and of wives. Standing by a grave, the writing worn and thin, I see some more blank graves, of the war they did win. We saw not the results of our efforts, fights and worth, Now our bodies decay beneath the earth. Remember those that fought, for you whom they died, This peace that you live,… Continue

Excepted online as the nutter, the chatterer and the laugh. Hidden from the real world as the schz', the mad one and freak. We'll never understand how the eyes, the feelings and the heart, Leads us to different ideas, friends and things. I watch how the gates form blood bars entwined, The water tasting rotten to my lips, The air tasting of ash and i wonder when the fields shall run With the sorrows borne of guilt and loss. Bury me with my clothes, my pendants and money, Whisper to my grave tha… Continue