LotusBlossom's Blog (6)

The hymn of clashing blade, the chourus of streaming blood, the melody that they all fer I'd sing them if I could. The psalm of crushing bones, the rythm of raging fire, all of them red as the rose I'll store them in its briar. My lullaby, sweet lullaby pull me tward my rest. Keep… Continue

It begins with a boy. The boy is leaning into me, kissing me gently. I know he is afraid. I hush the frightened boy, so beautiful and youthful. He looks at me, I think to him, You're not yourself anymore. You try your best, although you're scared though that you try to hide. You're unsure what you're doing, to what rules you should abide. I hold the boy, and it goes on, till you're lost in your own sheets. The celing stares back at you, At which you look in disbelief. in, out. in, out. My bre… Continue

(breathe in) A cloudless night. A moonless night. A night that's full of stars. guided. broken. bleeding. A raven. It flies to me. lands on my shoulder and guides me. To myself, I should be afraid. But I'm not afraid. I place it on my shoulder, and it guides me. broken. bleeding. (breathe in) I make my way through bark of trees. And my heart cries within me. I dont feel the pain. just lonlieness. distant. crashing. waves. like pain... agony. forcing it's way to my heart. Love. left unspok… Continue

I meet you in the open feilds, where lillies bloom at night. They give a brilliant luster to this bright and cloudless light. It's dark but I can see you. You sparkle in the gloom Your pale white skin calls out to me, to how you veiw my doom. Tonight I say goodbye to suns To daylight, brightness, shine. tonight you promised, forever more that I could make you mine. Your hands they brush my skin, your lips they touch my hair, you whisper words into my heart I feel you, always, there. You slee… Continue

I feel the feathers on my shoulder the wind against my cheek the hamering of distant blood it's all of this to me. You look at me in sorrow, you look at me in greif, you think you try to help me All I need is your beleif. You are all of this to me. I love you more than life itself I dont want you to fret. You've always been right there for me that I will not forget. It is all of this to me. I just need you to understand there's nothing wrong with me. I am only different. You are all of this t… Continue

An as I travel on this broken road of greed and lust Upon the shallows of the banks of love I find no trust. O hear me great creator! fill my heart with hope! For what of hope can be heard when greed smites the rope and plunges us to dom and hearts we cannot reach thrugh prodigal help us. We are starving, starving for the gentle hand that once covered The endless spans of green. As it is, that edless green that once for miles could be seen, is now naught but green material to which we despera… Continue