I am the moon with no other half

Pain held inside so deep inside
That I almost forgot
Intill the day that the sunlight
Was yanked away
It was then that
I knew that it was slowing
Slipping into the sky
And I never notice intill now
The pain that was always
But I pushed it down
But now darkness is all round
And I know of no escape.
I thought that it was tease
The sun trying to see how far it could go
But now it’s been turn off
Light a light bulb that had blown
Only it blew up inside of me
And no longer can I hide the pain
It come in waves like that of the
Dark deep ocean at night
No stars to shine and no
Rain to smooth just waves
The waves of pain
Some too big to really understand
That they just take over and there is no stop
And some are small that I can move up and
I don’t have to see or listen to
But I know when I sleep the sound
The sound of painful waves come
And I can’t escape and I know that
I can’t be alive but I am and I know
Because I am the moon with no other half.