Im so confused!

Im so confused right now i cant even think straight i have stayed up countless days thinking about this and im finaly deciding to get some help.

Alright i met this guy who reminds me of Sir Raven(R.I.P)And im still scared to love again.
His name is not to be known but i just need help hes really into me and i think i love him but im not to sure about him because hes almost to flirty(yes with other girls)!
Then this guy(yes hes a vampire)Asks me to be his Lady and i dont know what to honestly tell him i dont want to say that im not ready for love again because that will make me seem weak and if theres anything i hate its when someone gives in to fast i love a challenge.I just dont know what to do and then im losing all the eople i have ever trusted in my life to drugs OMG my life is taking a turn for the worst i just dont know what to do . I know it a sign of weakness but this is a last resort

Anyone who feels they can help message me i honestly need help