See What You've Done To Me!

(this poem took me some time to write because i was thinking about girls who's boyfriend have used them in a way. Like how if they have been going out for a really long time and then for no reason just breaks up with her...this poem tells what some girls usually think and do. Some of my friends have done these. Some have talked about doing these. I have friends that have over dosed but then lived. A friend who knows how she wants to die - by drowning and a friend that wasnt just a friend but a boyfriend of mine that had once hung himself by a rope tied to a tree branch in the backyard. I am my only friends' hope and the only person who has given them a voice and maybe even some other girls or even guys who dont or wont speak up at all. So i speak for them ...through this poem..of a relationship. If you have any thoughts at all good or bad please leave a comment. thank you this means alot)

I thought it would help you today
If I just took my life away

Pills in my hand
And me not giving a damn

I thought about you and me
And just how much I never wanted you to leave

You left and I broke down
So I tried going under to drown

When you left I threw a fit
Hell, I even began slitting my wrists

I watched as the razor fell to the floor
Then took my blood and wrote on the door

It went black and I hit the floor
Soon my life was no more

You came in and saw me there
Then turned around and saw what was written there

"You didn't see me. You only saw through me.
So you ass. See what you've done to me."

You stood there in disbelief
Then looked down feeling so much grief.

You walked over and took my hand
And said if I came back you wouldn't hurt me again

So as you sat there and cried in grief
A bloody tear ran down my cheek

You reached down and said I love you
I silently whispered I love you too