Alone

No one knows, no one cares,
when your alone
And you can’t help but review your Bad memories
That makes you hate yourself
You get so addicted to this that you don’t care about
Yourself any more, your friends come 1st,
Then family comes 2nd, enemies come
3rd and you come last
This is what alone feels like this will
Stain your life forEternity
Hating your self wish
Something would happen
It hurts to laugh because you haven’t
Laughed before
Or no one has made you laugh in your
Entire life so you keep laughing
Uncontrollably until you die happily
You tell your friends and family your happy and
I bet you are, but on the inside your heart
chips every second that goes by
As the saying goes :’I know what it’s like to want to die how it hurts to smile how you try to fit in but you can’t and how you hurt yourself on the inside to try to kill the thing on the inside’