crying out blood

i miss him so much
he was the one i trusted
he was my love

he lied to me for weeks
he said he was always mine
i thought he was right

but i was wrong and now i cry
not just any tears i cry
im crying out blood

i thought he loved me,i thought we were meant to be
i knew i loved him but now im paying the price

the price for my mistake of ever loving him
will take for ever to make up but i will do it

im crying out blood because of him
im crying in my room looking at us
im crying and have been for a minute

im crying out blood asking myself one question
WHY DID I EVER LOVE HIM????