For those with feeling

I cannot cry,
Just live and die.
I lie awake,
Watch my life at stake.
And i wonder when,
I'll feel again.

If i were to ask,
Does breathing become a task?
Would you look at me,
And wonder how my life could be?
Or do you feel glad,
For i can't feel sad?

I ask you this...
Is not feeling bliss?
For i cannot say,
Since i can't feel today.
I tell you goodbye,
Unsure if i could truely cry.