He told me if I told you.... Poem by me, please comment!

He told me if I told you,
You’d call me a whore.
I didn’t know what to do,
When he begged for more.
I was only 12 years old,
Not even a teen.
He told me I was bold,
That I had been mean…


He told me if I told you,
If I didn’t shut up…
He’d take you too,
And he wouldn’t stop.
I couldn’t let him do so,
So I just kept shut.
I couldn’t let you know,
So I started to cut.

He told me if I told you,
You would hate me so.
That if you ever knew,
You’d make me go.
Till I was 16 he did it,
Not caring about my plea.
But then I didn’t give a shit,
That’s why I had to flee.

Mum, he told me not to tell you,
I was afraid that you’d be mad.
I was afraid he’d take you too,
So I ran away from you and dad.
He can’t touch me anymore mum,
Now others do so and beg me for more.
I’m so sorry mum I was so dumb,
Now I’m really a little whore.

Please come save me,
I don’t care if you yell.
I’ll make him leave me be.
I’m ready to tell.
Please bring me home,
We’ll figure things out.
I’ll never again roam,
I really don’t mind if you shout.

Now when I told you,
You just started to cry.
Now you know what to do,
Though you’d rather see him die.
He used me as his toy,
So he’s going to jail.
After all he was no boy,
He was a 40-year-old male.