I wish I never had befriended you.
Instead of childish pinky promises,
I should have pointed and sneered.

I wish I never said I loved you.
Instead of affection,
I should have shown you disgust.

I wish I never loosened the rope from your neck.
Instead of giving you a reason to breathe,
I should have given you one to choke.

I wish I never pulled you from the ledge.
Instead of saving you,
I should have shoved you.

I hate you.
I f****** hate you.

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*I wrote this a little bit ago. It's about someone who's caused me hell for a while.