I know what he wants

i know what he wants and its me. he cant help it. no one can. i am talking about my ex boyfreind. they all want me to be happy, but to be happy with them. but then again they want me to be happy with whom ever i choose. they cant make up their minds wether or not they want me.my fiancee sadi if i ever broke up with him hed never look at life the same. es changed alot. he doesnt notive it i dont think. my mom is whats changing him into a cold stone wth frown lines all ove his forehead. she is the one causing me to not be able to conceive children. she is the one who puts me through all the strees in the world. i cant help it that i lov him so much and yet they cant see that.
as for my ex i cant help but to see him as my best freind and old lover again...it breaks my heart to see kim hurt like he does. i think i have someting good in my life now but it is all bing tested by my mother to see if she can break us up.ill talk more on this topic later.