My Lost Love

I will always think of him and wonder if he knows how much I really cared about him.
I'll continue to dream of his face, remembering the eyes who once stared into my own.
I'll miss his scent, his loving touch, and gentle words.
Forever I'll regret ever letting him go, slipping through my fingers.
I'll live in heartache without him and never allow myself to fall so hard again.
I miss his smile, radiating through my soul, creating the happiness I so longed for.
His embrace when I was tired and sick, still holding me tightly.
The way he held my hand while we talked and laughed.
His warming hug during a lightning storm, holding me close.
When he said he would always be here, I believed him.
His gentle kisses on my forhead and the way his head rested on mine.
The constant words coming from his mouth, telling me that he loved me.
I wonder now if he still does, I cant let him go... not now, not ever.
If only for one hour, one minute even, I would tell him how much I truly cared and missed him.
I'll never love the same way again.
I cant bring myself to devote to another after him.
I try and I fail, I miss him so very much.