Not Today

I see Her walking away from Him and all & I wonder to myself when was the fall. When did her love for him end and it is possable to restart it again? But as I think to myself I realize there was no love but a sadness. A sadness that even I was blind to. The sadness I have seen for years but never had the courage to do. Was it when they fought, and she lay broken on the floor? Or was it when they fought behind closed doors? Was it when stars fell from the sky surrendering to the upcoming sun, she also fell? She fell for days but it was a secret no one could tell. Was it when she bled like the blood on the moon meaning that trouble was ahead? Or was it when she was on meds to cool her ever hurting body & head? Was it when she grabed her baby and ran out the door to only come back again once more? I really dont know when her love for him did end but I do know it cant restart again. She walks away her face dry, I watch as all he does it cry. Now I bet u thought I continued to watch Him cry But fate wouldnt have it as it may. I ran after the woman forever by her side I have to stay. Have I learned my leason and stopped watching? Its to late say, but for now all I can do is turn away and hope both hearts will mend some day. Some day, but not today.