ok so lateley im pretty damn upset.
i hate being alone, it feels wrong because theres nobody to stick up or be there for you. everyone has someone and i guess im just not good enough for that kind of thing.
i was wondering wether or not i should just take a break from this place.. its like a bad habbit that i cant stop. it messes up lives and f**** people around.
i feel pretty damn unwanted too and im thinking that maybe i should just give up, be alone forever cos its easier than being hurt all the time and slowly loosing touch with the people that you love the most. theres plenty of time to waste on giving up. lifes short but so are relationships. so whats the point.
all it is, is hurting pain restriction and everything else.
comment if you want but nobody really reads these anyway so i guess im done.