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Suicide
Ok I’m crying while I write this so it’s hard. I’m so sick on this shit! Every year, around my birthday, my parents start to fight more often. Every year it seems to get worst, and well, I’m almost 13. Every year I ask for one gift, and maybe one more, smaller gift. But my dad, I overheard my parents yelling one time, and he screamed that I shouldn’t have been born, and he doesn’t care if it’s my birthday or not. When my brother was born, everything in his life seemed to be perfect. He wanted a boy. Now, on his birthday, he gets everything he wants and a lot more. *CRY*. My dad never wanted a girl, but, what am I gonna do. He never treats s fairly, when I get bad grades he screams at me and my mom, when my brother does, he just tells his to get better ones and to do some pushups. I am Goth but I don’t cut myself. Sometimes I’m afraid to go home, because I don’t know what I’m goin to come home to. *More crying* I don’t know what to do! That last time my dad yelled at us, I ran away for a few hours and hid in the bat cave behind my house. I need someone to be there, but I only have one friend who really understands me. Sometime I wish I were dead!!!
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Comment by Vampire on June 20, 2009 at 10:59am - Hello i am very sorry, you should not cry on your birthday....it's a wonderful day.Happy Birthday... hope to talk to you soon... fare well for now... I hope & pray your days go better....Your life is very special there is only one of you, I know because I went through it. My father wanted a girl but he got a boy instead.....He would yell all the time, just to be yelling....
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Comment by Lydia Crow [lola] on June 20, 2009 at 6:19am -
Welcome, I’m Ana …
I think you have chosen the right place to come and express your self. Here you can be who you want to be, say what you need to say and we will listen … Like you I used to have problems with my dad, but I wanted to kill him … real bad. I’m not saying that you should kill him, but try something new. Tell your mom about how you feel, but what ever you do, don’t let him take over you… or anything. You have just begun your teen life and you don’t want to be miserable. Do what makes you feel good about your self [but do not cut your self] and remember that you are here on this planet of ours for a good reason. By the way I agree with Red {[(And just because your parents are that way it doesn't mean you have to grow up like them. Learn to ignore the worthless shit in life and you'll get far...)]}
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Comment by SonicFor_Tay on June 20, 2009 at 4:53am -
Hey. I can really understand that. Not exactly in the same sence of things but I feel your pain. Going off places for a while helps and if that makes you calm then great. Do whatever you can to center yourself but DO NOT CUT. It will destroy you with regrets later I KNOW. What are you good at? What do you like to do? Try your hardest in school and try your hardest to ignor your dad's negitive comments. He's not worth your time and its completly stupid, rude, idiodic, and ignorant of him to treat you that way compared to your brother yet alone in that way at all! Is your brother nice, do you and m=him get along? Well all I'm saying is that even though you don't know me, if you need a friend, I'm here to help. Don't let others intimidate you. And just because your parents are that way, doesn't mean you have to grow up like them. Learn to ignor the worthless shit in life and you'll get far...
-Red
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