I've been looking in the mirror for so long. That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side. All the little pieces falling, shatter. Shards of me, Too sharp to put back together. Too small to matter, But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces. If I try to touch her, And I bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe no more. Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well. Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child. Lie to me, Convince me that I've been sick forever. A… Continue

Today you looked at me again To tease me with your foolish game I couldn’t see your big blue eyes Because I knew I won’t survive I would get lost in their blinding shine With all my sorrow I would drown. It took me five minutes to testify That I hate you and you deserve to die Inside I said I love you and it’s a lie Those words will haunt me everynight I promised I will not tell you but I might Today I tried but the words didn’t came out right. It’s my fault that I’m afraid But what if you say… Continue

I still have your letter safe in a box I still have the ring you gave me last month I still have the taste of your kiss on my tongue I still feel the weight of your lips on my mouth I still have your perfume under my skin I still have the memories of our sweet sin I still see your face in my eyes everytime I still feel your body next to mine I still remember that you’re not alive I still don’t give a damn about that now I still feel your hands cold at night I still wait for you to come tonight I… Continue

I don’t blame you anymore I locked the last open door This heart of mine is so afraid I don’t think I will love again I know you are the one I will ever miss It hurts, it bleeds...it’s supposed to be like this? And i’m sitting here traped inside this four walls I see how everything around me falls My love,my friends left me behind I live from memories waiting to be found I long to get drunk with bliss But still It hurts,it bleeds...it’s supposed to be like this? I’m not the girl I used to be W… Continue

This night is so beautiful and dark I think I might go for a walk These streets are so cold tonight The air is full with nothing right. I walk on through an one way street Suddenly two beautiful men appeared They looked at me with evil eyes Their piercing eyes met mine. My heart stopped as they stood in the pale light And somehow I knew that something is not right They touched my face with a fake smile And said “tomorrow your sun will not shine”. Before they could make a move Something from b… Continue